January 2010
count down
has begun!
just over 20 days <3
hate
how sometimes i feel like i need to change who i am.
i’m not skinny, i don’t think i ever would be. but i’m not fat either. i’m heavier yes, but you know what? fuck you if you think that makes me a bad person.
today i realised
i’ve been refering to you as ‘my other best friend’ again.
i like that =] <3
i hate
when my bones feel so exhausted that all i want to do is curl up in bed with someone holding me tight.
where are you?
i wonder
if you realise just how little reason you give me to keep in touch with you, or even call you a friend.
fuck off with your only when it suits you friendship.
to chest piece or not to chest piece...
that cute little mofo is Cthulhu. i adore the story behind him. plus thats a kick ass picture.
ponderrrrrrrs.
writing
i’ve been starting it all again. i’ve been suffering writers block pretty badly.
love love, kiss kiss...
blah blah blah, you’re making me sick! i wish you’d just stop! shut up for the rest of us that no one wants to love. it’s hard enough trying to drink another winter all alone.
i love Alkaline Trio <3
should i have lied and said i was shorter?
apparently
sticking up for people is good enough to get you ragged on by anons. fucking lol!
in parts,
my Australia day was like the beginning of a really bad joke.
especially with the Kiwi and Irish bloke getting in the dingy in the creek hahahaha.
forgot to tumblr this
i got my medusa pierced on thursday.
i love it, already. it’s cute, it looks like a button. i like buttons. it didn’t hurt really, it just pinched a bit. =]
wanna play?
mind games may be fun, but i can tell you now - i will win this one.
if you want war, i’ll play war.
all you need is hugs
hugs is all you need.
(yes i realise ‘is’ is grammatically incorrect, but i’m ripping off the Beatles.)
my brain
is my own worst enemy -_-
kinda hate this
sudden paranoia gripping my throat and making it hard for me to breathe.
shaking - sugarcult
I’m searching for a change of pace Trying to pull away all these names Tell you how it all works out I’m terrible on the phone It’s better when it’s us all alone Tell you how it all works out You’re not the only one And I’m not your only fun I like the sound you make when we’re shaking You like to lose control and I take it I turn the music up so...
songs
need to stop making me think of people.
i’m going to go insane if they keep this up.